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Showing posts with label Worry. Show all posts
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Wednesday, August 29, 2018

AFFLICTIONS OF BELIEF: PART 5 -- WHERE THE RAINBOW ENDS

         
had a rough week and didn’t have the time nor energy to study as hard as I normally do preparing my lessons. So I thought we could look at some verses and discuss them.


Forgiveness of both ourselves and of others is one of the things the Lord taught us to pray about. In part 4 I left off with this line from The Lord’s Prayer:

and forgive us our debts, as we also have forgiven our debtors. (Matthew 6:12)

and I asked what came before the “and”?

So, what did?

Here is the entire pattern prayer as combined from Matthew and Luke:

Matthew 6:9-13, Luke 11:2-4
” And Jesus said to them, Pray then like this:  “When you pray, say:

“Our Father in heaven,
hallowed be your name.

Hallowed means greatly revered or respected.

Your kingdom come,
your will be done,
on earth as it is in heaven.

The next line, “Your kingdom come, your will be done on earth as in heaven” is praying for the endgames, for the return of Jesus, for only then will those requests be honored.

And then what is the next line?

Give us this day our daily bread

Followed by:

and forgive us our sins, [debts] as we ourselves also have forgiven our debtors, everyone who is indebted to us.

And lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil. [Or the evil one]

For yours is the kingdom and the power and the glory, forever.
Amen


Anyway, before the “and” the prayer went “Give us this day our daily bread.”

Give us this day our daily bread. Not our weekly or monthly food, just this day’s. Not T-bone steaks and potatoes either, just our bread. Not even tofu for you vegans out there. Just pray we have enough bread to sustain us. Of course, there is nothing sinful about eating steak or tofu if you can afford it and you have not ignored those about you who also need food, the Levite, the sojourner, the fatherless and the widow.(Deuteronomy 26:11-13.)

And what do you think about when you pray, give us my daily bread?


Let’s consider another passage, combined from Matthew 6 and Luke 12. This is a fairly well known passage and I would say one often taken out of context.

Matthew 6:25-33, Luke 12:22-31
And he said to his disciples, “Therefore I tell you, do not be anxious about your life, what you will eat or what you will drink, nor about your body, what you will put on. Is not life more than food, and the body more than clothing? Consider the ravens: Look at the birds of the air: they neither sow nor reap. They have neither storehouse nor gather into barns, and yet God, your heavenly Father feeds them. Of how much more value are you than the birds! Are you not of more value than they?

And which of you by being anxious can add a single hour to his span of life? If then you are not able to do as small a thing as that, why are you anxious about the rest?

And why are you anxious about clothing? Consider the lilies of the field, how they grow: they neither toil nor spin, yet I tell you, even Solomon in all his glory was not arrayed like one of these. But if God so clothes the grass of the field, which today is alive in the field and tomorrow is thrown into the oven, will he not much more clothe you, O you of little faith?

Therefore do not be anxious, saying, ‘What shall we eat?’ or ‘What shall we drink?’ or ‘What shall we wear?’ And do not seek what you are to eat and what you are to drink, nor be worried. For all the nations of the world seek after these things; for the Gentiles seek after all these things, and your heavenly Father knows that you need them all. But Instead seek first the kingdom of God and his righteousness, and all these things will be added to you.

How do you feel about this whole do not worry or be anxious part? Do you always feel certain you will be fed and clothed? 

I’ll confess. I get anxious and I get worried. After all, I basically live paycheck to paycheck, although in my case it is Social Security checks. And I always run out of money and then something happens. I had a lot of both over the last couple of weeks, that is, running out of money and having things happen. This is part of what kept me from working on my lesson. I don’t learn easy, yet what I was concerned about have pretty much resolved themselves with very little help from my worry. It has always been that way. You worry and fret and yet everything kind of turns out and life goes on.

Anyway, what do you think of the passage just read? 

Few things to consider: what precedes the passage:

In Matthew 6 we have:

19 “Do not lay up for yourselves treasures on earth, where moth and rust destroy and where thieves break in and steal, 20 but lay up for yourselves treasures in heaven, where neither moth nor rust destroys and where thieves do not break in and steal. 21 For where your treasure is, there your heart will be also.

Another of my poems to consider:

FULL BARNS

There is dust across the fields tonight.
The moon shines upon a forgotten plow.
Tomorrow in the dawn nothing changes.
The furrows remain unseeded, unattended.
The crop brought a banner yield at harvest
And the farmer took his rest.

He tore the old ones down and built anew.
Big sturdy silos and heavy wooded stalls
To hold all the grain and produce
Through the year and seasons to come.
He planned a banquet every day 
And drank wine the very best.

He worked the summer long in the heat and dry,
Plowing in the spring and weeding through
Until the corn grew tall, the apples sweet,
For the cool crisp autumn harvest where
He took in his bounty of the labor.
And tore the old ones down and built anew.
“I’ll grow fat now”, was his jest.

So he filled the cribs to the breaking point,
He stacked the fruit up to the ceiling
And scattered wheat across the threshing floor.
“I’ll live a life of ease and merriment,”
And with that cry he challenged God.

Now bins wait full for the burrower and thief,
Fine food to feed the pests.

Poetry Vortex
April 2012
Dallas Kirk Gantt, editor
Wilmington, Delaware
Copyright Larry E. Meredith


Sound a little familiar?  Look at Luke 12:15-21.

And he said to them, “Take care, and be on your guard against all covetousness, for one's life does not consist in the abundance of his possessions.” And he told them a parable, saying, “The land of a rich man produced plentifully, and he thought to himself, ‘What shall I do, for I have nowhere to store my crops?’ And he said, ‘I will do this: I will tear down my barns and build larger ones, and there I will store all my grain and my goods. And I will say to my soul, “Soul, you have ample goods laid up for many years; relax, eat, drink, be merry.”’  But God said to him, ‘Fool! This night your soul is required of you, and the things you have prepared, whose will they be?’  So is the one who lays up treasure for himself and is not rich toward God.

Do you see where that little parable led? Right to the “do not be anxious” passage.

Say again, think about the daily bread request. God has done that, hasn’t he? Supplied daily bread, but the beneficiaries had to do some work for it, right?  (Exodus 16) They had to go out each morning and gather it, twice as much on Friday. You know God could have willed a chicken in every pot, along with carrots and peas and potatoes, but then people would expect God to do it all for them.  We have to be satisfied with what God gives us sometimes, even if we think we should get more or something else. 

And also before the “Anxious not” passage in Matthew:

24 “No one can serve two masters, for either he will hate the one and love the other, or he will be devoted to the one and despise the other. You cannot serve God and money.

Speaking of money, lets speak of prosperity preachers. They seem to think if you aren’t gaining material prizes you aren’t really Christian. If you become a Born Again Christian, then you have it made. Money will fall like manna from Heaven and you will have a nice car and a big house. In fact, if you don’t, then you may not be saved. You must be doing something wrong. After all, Joel Osteen (left) has said: “If you are struggling financially, then you have not
got the victory.” Creflo Dollar (right) has said: “Some people say it’s about peace, joy and love. No!!, It’s about money!”

They will point to that “be not anxious about anything” passage as a promise God will give you all kinds of good stuff. They leave off the last lines of the passage, just as I did when I read it earlier:

But seek first the kingdom of God and his righteousness, and all these things will be added to you.

“Therefore do not be anxious about tomorrow, for tomorrow will be anxious for itself. Sufficient for the day is its own trouble. Matthew 6:33-34.

You must put God first, and look at the end, “sufficient for the day is its own trouble.” Yes, we aren’t to worry, but it doesn’t mean we won’t have trouble. We could have bad trouble, that’s why much of Scripture speaks of enduring, so we must expect we will have things to endure.

Here is another favorite passage used out of context by these prosperity preachers and others to try and convince us we shouldn’t have to endure anything. Jesus promises the abundant life, right? What do you say about this passage?


The thief comes only to steal and kill and destroy. I came that they may have life and have it abundantly. John 10:10

Does it help to say what came before this abundant life statement?

So Jesus again said to them, “Truly, truly, I say to you, I am the door of the sheep. All who came before me are thieves and robbers, but the sheep did not listen to them.  I am the door. If anyone enters by me, he will be saved and will go in and out and find pasture. (John 10:7-9)


Come to me, all who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn from me, for I am gentle and lowly in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light.” Matthew 11:28-30.

What yoke is he replacing that was placing a heavy burden on people?

 And what yoke must me put on every day?

Matthew 16: 24 -- Then Jesus told his disciples, “If anyone would come after me, let him deny himself and take up his cross and follow me.



We begin this journey of life
Down a road we do not yet know.
We see the blossoms of the moment,
Costumed in dancing colors
That entices us like the bees,
To their perfumed petal traps
And we lust to gain their beauty,
 To glisten like the rose after a rain.

We watch the sun rise upon the distance city,
Turning the towers of glass to gold,
Shimmering like a river of riches
And our eyes serve us our breakfast of wants
Sprinkled with the sweet sugar of excess.
We glutton for the fat of the land.
Our stressed hearts beat faster
As the grasp of our hands
Fills our veins with the empty
Calories of success.

We ignore the storms of warning
That dare darken our skies and the path
To our ever bigger car and grander house.
We fill our rooms with non-necessities
To gorge our obese egos
And we ignore the dust specks of reality
That swirl about the air to settle
Lightly upon our treasures
As if in echo of some ancient tome.
Not Home Sweet Home,
But ashes to ashes and
Dust to dust.

We do not see the light for the shimmer.
Our eyes are always to the rainbow,
An illusion of sun and water,
A trick of diffusion
And a lure to delusion.
We cannot own the colors,
But can we the Pot of Gold at its end?
But where the rainbow ends
Lies the mire of despair and truth.
When we reach the distance touchdown point
The rainbow fades away
With all we ever gathered
And we are left naked before the eyes of God.


Poetry Vortex
June 2012
Dallas Kirk Gantt, editor
Wilmington, Delaware

Copyright Larry E. Meredith

Saturday, August 18, 2018

AFFLICTIONS OF BELIEF: PART 1 -- WHEN THE DEVIL WORRIES YOU FOR YOUR SOUL

 “Today if you think you are having a tough time, look around you, you will see you aren't alone, stop right then and pray!”  — Pastor Randy Scott

Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus. Philippians 4:6-7

You pray and you believe and you hope for that peace, but life goes on, and in all honesty, life can be hard, especially as you age.

Over the 4th of July I had this brief exchange on Facebook with a long time friend. I believe it was triggered by my recent birthday and something I said about life expectancy.

FRIEND: Life expectancy? I have been looking for a simple number of what is the "average' life span for a woman today. Well--------all of the sites are attached to insurance companies. And every chart had to compare what country, state, etc. instead of just "give me a number!" I want to know the "average" number so that I know at least when I get to "average." I have never done anything "average" and I don't want to start now...........Well I finally found a site titled "living to be 100." It had a bunch of question and my result with them is "95!" Yikes! I don't want to live to be 95 because for sure it would be in a nursing home tied in a wheelchair everyday. For years I said that "I want to be shot by a jealous lover at 77!" Well, my lover died before he could shoot me. Now at age 77 I have to find a new lover and up my age of being shot to 80.

ME: Oh, I don't know. I've wanted to outlive my dad; he died at 94 and my mother at 92 within less than 3 weeks of each other. I figured I'd get there and if I got to 95, why not go to 100. Of course, then this ALS came along and lessened the odds. Still, I've beat the average I heard with the diagnosis and I'm still able to walk with just a stick, so who knows. As Paul said, “To die is gain” [Philippians 1:21], but if I keep on keeping on, then there is some purpose I haven't fulfilled yet.

Friend: Actually - I am finding at 77 that there are two deaths that take place. The one is of the physical body. And the other is the dying of some of my life. I can do less and less of the things that I have loved to do in the past - like ride the train into Philly. I mentioned the dying of my fun life to my young Italian doctor one day and he thought that I was depressed and wanted to tell me about hospice care. So now my doctor is an older retired Navy captain. I think I like him a lot better because he is closer to my age. He also in his Navy career was around thousands of injured soldiers so he may have some tricks for my aches and pains.

But disappointments and troubles are not reserved for the old. The young have them, too, Over the course of this series lets deal with this reality of life, troubles and woes and hardships, which may bring worry. 

"In fact, I don't understand why I act the way I do. I don't do
what I know is right. I do the things I hate...I know that my selfish desires won't let me do anything that is good. Even when I want to do right, I cannot. Instead of doing what I know is right, I do wrong.  And so, if I don’t do what I know is right, I am no longer the one doing these evil things. The sin that lives in me is what does them." From Romans 7:14-20 Contemporary English version

Heh, heh, heh, what'cha thinkin' about, eh?

Well, Satan, I was wondering about ...

...doing enough good works, right? You should wonder. Always talking and writing about God, why don't you go to church...

Are you accusing me of not going to church? I go every Sunday.

Oh, big whoop. Singin' and sittin' for an hour, that's real productive.

It isn't just an hour. I go to Sunday school and evening Bible study as well.

Really, that’s so good of you. But you should be worrying that you don't go to church enough, don't read the Bible enough, don't pray enough, don't witness enough, don't give enough. My dear friend, don't think you'll get to Heaven knowing the right words, and not do a lot of works. See I know my scripture, James 2:14.

That's not exactly what it says.

Maybe you should worry whether you really were saved, though I don't see what you had to be saved from myself.  Or maybe you've lost your salvation cause you just don't do enough? Does merely talking about faith mean you really have it? That's from James again in case you didn't know. I know how hard it is for you to memorize scripture by chapter and verse.   Besides I know for a fact you still commit a sin now and again. A saved person can't sin, right? No wonder your worrying.

I wasn't worrying.

Well, why should you. A little sin doesn't hurt anybody. It's not like you murdered someone after all. Listen, pal, you take care of the faith department, I'll handle the works department. I know how to make works payoff big for you and I also know how to show you a good time. Nudge, nudge, wink, wink, if you know what I mean. Nothing wrong with a bit of fun now and again. Get your mind off worrying about your affliction of salvation…or lack there of…

You're getting boring, Satan, stop misrepresenting everything. 

Are you calling me a liar?

Well...duh!

I am Lucifer, the bright and morning star, the...

Satan, in the name of our Lord Jesus Christ, be gone!

Okay, you don't have to start name-dropping. I'm outta here, but you better worry about what I said.

Worry about what you say? Worry.That’s a devil’s trap. I'll contemplate what God has said and not worry as you accuse me of doing.

Jesus said,
"Therefore I tell you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat; or about your body, what you will wear. Life is more than food, and the body more than clothes. Consider the ravens: They do not sow or reap, they have no storeroom or barn; yet God feeds them. And how much more valuable are you than birds! Who of you by worrying can add a single hour to his life? Since you cannot do this very little thing, why do you worry about the rest?" (Luke 12:22-26 NIV)

Knowing worry is a trap is one reason I know I am saved. When I came to the Lord and asked, He didn't give me a stone, He gave me Bread. I knew I was different inside, because the Bread was in my hand and the Bread was the Word, and now when I read the Bible it wasn't a lot of gobbledygook anymore, it made sense. I wanted to read it and when I read I always found more to know. I wanted to go to a church where that Book was used in the teachings. I wanted to be involved in ministries. I wasn't angry at preachers any more, wanting to destroy them, or at Christians anymore, constantly making mock of their beliefs.. 

And I knew when I sinned, something I had also rationalized away. That was one of the greatest differences telling me I was saved. Yes, the flesh is still tempted and yes, sometimes I do what I ought not, but when I do I immediately know it and feel anguish inside and I confess it and ask forgiveness. I don't live in or for sin anymore.

Therefore, brothers and sisters, we have an obligation—but it is not to the flesh, to live according to it. For if you live according to the flesh, you will die; but if by the Spirit you put to death the misdeeds of the body, you will live.
For those who are led by the Spirit of God are the children of God. (Romans 8: 12-14 NIV)

Before I was saved what was sin to me? Something bad people did, not I. I never murdered anyone, raped anyone, robbed a bank, stole a car (well, might have borrowed a few), never burned down a building. The things I did didn't hurt anyone. So I bought a lot of books and magazines at the adult book store, so what? How did that hurt anybody?. . I wasn't actually doing the things, just looking at somebody getting paid to pose. It wasn't as if I was cheating on my wife with someone. No harm, no fowl. Besides, it was legal. Although maybe when I stuffed some under my shirt at the newsstand and walked out. But hey, you can’t blame me. I was only in junior high then. It was their fault I had to do that because they wouldn’t sell to someone my age. Besides at 14 I found a guy with a stall at the Farmers’ Market who would sell to me. If that wasn’t legal either, it was that guy who was breaking the law, not me!

Yes, when I was unsaved I didn't even acknowledge such things were sin. If I didn't acknowledge God and sin is disobedience to the will of God, of course, I wouldn't acknowledge sin. Did I really deep down not know it was sin? Certainly, I knew, God has made himself known to all men. For since the creation of the world God's invisible qualities—his eternal power and divine nature—have been clearly seen, being understood from what has been made, so that men are without excuse. (Romans 1:20). But when I was unsaved, I rationalized sins away. "It doesn't matter if I take home some supplies from work. They have plenty; they'll never miss a few things. Besides, they owe me for all I do around here I don't get paid for." 

Hey Satan, those words at the beginning that made you accuse me of worrying about my salvation weren't mine and you know it, because you know scripture well, don't you? They were Paul's words in his letter to the Romans.

"So I find this law at work: When I want to do good, evil is right there with me. For in my inner being I delight in God's law; but I see another law at work in the members of my body, waging war against the law of my mind and making me a prisoner of the law of sin at work within my members. What a wretched man I am! Who will rescue me from this body of death? Thanks be to God—through Jesus Christ our Lord! So then, I myself in my mind am a slave to God's law, but in the sinful nature a slave to the law of sin." (Romans 7: 20-25 NIV)

And that's the answer to your question of what did I need to be saved from. I needed to be saved from sin and thus, saved from death and saved from Hell.

As to losing my salvation because I don't do enough good works, I say, I can't earn salvation by works, neither can I lose it by works. If I am not doing any works or I am living a life of sin, what are my fruits? You will be known by your fruits, Satan. You can't lose your salvation if you never had it. 

Doing enough for God is impossible for us. As a Christian, though, it is my desire to do deeds for the Lord more and more. We can never do enough for God, but the paradox is sometimes we can do too much.

How can that be?  Satan, you know the answer because you're behind us doing too much. You love it when we get so caught up in "works" we lose our focus on Jesus, don't you? 

It isn't the number of works I do; it is what I do with love. There are obligations, which are a sin to neglect, even if neglecting them to do a good deed. There is a duty to an employer to do the job for him as if working for Christ, because in fact you are. There is an obligation enforced by a vow to love a wife as Christ loves the Church, to spent time with her and to submit one's body to her. There are other such requirements as a citizen, as a parent and as a child. All obligations commanded in the Word of God. Although church (with a small c) is important, it is the Church (with a capital C) that is more so. Christ and obedience to God is central, not doing just for doing. It is not the work that counts, but the spirit in which it is done.

Let me give an example. When my wife and I were young in the Spirit, we were very active in our church. We were always there when not at work. But we had no children then and we were doing it together (although it was too much because I was pushing my wife into things she didn't feel comfortable doing and I had to mature and learn that was wrong). There was another young couple, who had two children, who also were in the church all the time, I think even more than we. They felt they were doing the right thing. But they were doing too much and not enough at the same time. They were doing too much to give enough attention to their children. Their children were in the church all the time as well, because they had to be. Thus they weren't making friends with other children, weren't home to play with their toys and even though mom and dad were in the same building, they were not with their kids and their children were lonely. What will it mean to a child to say God loves them if they don't feel the proper love from the parents who tell them that?

We aren't called to do more and more good deeds; we are called to a balanced life led by the Spirit and to make the Good News known. We can't bring a Gospel to people, telling them His yoke is easy and His burden light if we are bent over by the extra yokes of works we place on ourselves. Trust the Spirit's leading in the deeds you choose, not your self worrying that you don't do enough. 

And remember if your desire is on the things of God and not for the things of this world, and you have accepted God's gift of grace, and your heart is troubled when you are tempted, and you are telling others of Christ, then you not only shouldn't worry, you shouldn't even wonder about the security of your salvation. Just remember what Jesus promised:

Then Jesus declared, "I am the bread of life. He who comes to me will never go hungry, and he who believes in me will never be thirsty. But as I told you, you have seen me and still you do not believe. All that the Father gives me will come to me, and whoever comes to me I will never drive away. For I have come down from heaven not to do my will but to do the will of him who sent me. And this is the will of him who sent me, that I shall lose none of all that he has given me, but raise them up at the last day. For my Father's will is that everyone who looks to the Son and believes in him shall have eternal life, and I will raise him up at the last day." (John 6:35-40)

Don't you agree, Satan?

Oh, that's right, he left. He didn't like my other company.